Missing you

Since the night u told me u are leaving Singapore tomorrow, the Wednesday night… I've been missing u so so much… I have no where to express my feeling other than spamming ur wechat… what I've got, it's only ur wechat account… feeling so insecure because I don't have any other method to know how are you… all the best for your summer holiday… missing you…

Another thing, I've told some of our story to one of my close friend. She said the probability that you will meet me is 40%… I wonder why and but she predict it correctly, I've got the 60%… sadly :(

Too confident?

Am I too confident about how you feel? Am I the one that only desperately wana reach out? 

Now you are so near to me... Yet I can't even meet you...

I had wasted the chance... Do disappointed to myself… 

I've been really excited when I know u are in Singapore… I was really hoping our meeting will bring us forward to closer and deeper relationship… 

Maybe my time is wrong...

Roller coaster day

I'm not receiving messages since yesterday evening till today morning. I'm thinking she might be not happy with something about me because she didn't greet me in the morning even I greeted her first...

Something is going on and roller coster started.. 

I've mentioned, I will not leave u away when this is happening...no matter what's the cause is.

Luckily we went through it today, and it's not easy... But I still don't know what happened..

Another good thing is, u missed me too... I'm so flattered :) normally it's my line, today u are telling me the same :)

I shall call it a progress :)

Later 3am, flight to hk. I pray for your safe journey and blissful vacation with dad and sis. 

It means u are coming to Singapore soon too...I'm so anxious bout it lol! My poor English argh...

Sour heart

Yesterday, you posted a photo for chibikun, I felt sourly hearted..

Yesterday, we didn't chat in the night, I felt sourly hearted too...

This morning, have u not waked? Normally u woke, again, my heart, sourly...

The movie became boring...

The entertainment show isn't entertaining...

Nothing feels right...

Distance

Some says distance wouldn't be a problem…

With distance, I couldn't see u, touch u, feel u and comfort u…

I couldn't company u when u are down, when u feel pain, when u are happy or to a dinner, movie...

Enjoy your movie Rurouni Kenshin : Kyoto inferno and ur date..

I know I'm far I know it's impossible... What I can do, it's only a hope...

Have a great and excited day Ms. A