Out of expectation

What else could I say... 

Now only I know, I'm thinking too hell much bout u... Hoping too much of u...

And now I know I'm nothing for u.. U couldn't even save my phone number, and it's twice...

What else could I say? What more could I expect?

Expression

Had a dream about u last night... Only about u..

Dreamt that u deleted wechat and I got notified by wechat. Somehow in real life wechat doesn't notify a person deleted itself lol... Anyway, felt so sad when I saw the notification.. As wechat is like the only way to get connected to u..

After a moment I saw my phone had an unread message, it's a foreign number and after I open it, it's u! Finally I have your number! 

Then I woke up, lost your number again...

Should I be happy or sad?

My sincere hope, to see you look at you for every expression you have.. Learn and observe, how should I give you warming love.. Melting your heart in my arms...

日有所思

昨天看见了你的微信，你回到了原来的地方。却没回我的信息。

虽然在学习着放下，可是还是一直在想着你在做什么。

真的就夜有所梦了，还是不想看到的。

梦见了你回到的场景，飞机师好像真的比较吸引。没办法只好认命了…

星期六早上，酸溜溜的感觉…

Learning...

It's important to learn being ignored. Intentionally or unintentionally, so that your emotion doesn't get disturbed.

Especially to someone that you are really cares and minds about.

At the same time feel the feeling that somebody you had ignored, intentionally and unintentionally.

Hope I could learn the lesson soon enough...