2009年10月28日星期三

看不见

飞机delay了…多了一个小时可以留在家。
以后的日子,看不见未来。
一切都不在我的计划里…

这次去,感觉有点沉重…

2009年8月30日星期日

Worry

担心,
怕,

我害怕 失望
我担心 失控

我害怕 后悔…

复杂

这几个星期以来,我的心里想着不同的事情。考试前,烦着考试烦着功课。虽然很忙,至少心里是平静许多…考试读书虽然辛苦,但是总比没事做好…一开始放假就开始胡思乱想…有好多事都在我心里打转好多次好多回。一直让我觉得好矛盾…

由于胆小的我,这些事还是让它埋藏在我心里算了…

complicated..

2009年7月17日星期五

long time ago...

i've left this blog for so long time...thanks to my laziness and busyness of the final year...hehee..!

everyone is so busy doing project project and project...after project then report report report and report...racing with time and health...

good luck to all my friends who are in same condition with me, or better than me..or worst than me..haha^^

tonight i wana have FUN!
gaming?eating?drinking? watever lah! jz have lots of FUN~

see ya...till next time...

2009年3月10日星期二

刚刚复原,就开始虐待自己的身体。

好久没写写东西了……
看完了一部戏,有了一些感想…但是我觉得最多也只能想想…因为懒惰的我应该不会去实践。呵呵!

人生如戏,真的很对叻。

试想,在每一个人的生活里都有着不同的角色。当然自己就是主角咯……有时候我们会觉得一部戏或者一套连戏剧好看,享受着故事的剧情。有时候会觉得,“哇,闷到像什么一样!”根本就边看边睡…

在我们自己的人生里,也有同样的事情在发生…有主角,配角,陌生人,路人,敌人,朋友 等等不同角色…其实完整了整个人生路程,也差不多就接近ending了。到了这个时候就可以回顾回顾年轻时候的生活… 想到这里,还真担心自己…hehe…因为好像一直都不是很珍惜时间…

我所领悟的就是 人生是自己的,想要看一部好的戏就要让自己来把握时间。为自己的故事增加更多的色彩!

相对身边的朋友说:不要整天躲在房间啦……有时间多出去参加活动… 尤其是住在 宿舍 的那一群 猪朋狗友~

2009年2月3日星期二

想你……

言语之中,提到了2年前的故事… 后悔无奈 真的于事无补…

月亮圆时,也是我阿公上天堂的时候… 不担心,因为上帝准备了大大的月亮,明亮的月亮来照亮他的路…

突然之间,好想你…
回想起一起度过的时光,你对我的爱…深深的留在我心里…
你的影子,样子还很明确的在我脑海里…
想到这里,视线模糊了……

亲人的心,是最纯真最真实的……
不管发生什么事,永远都有一群人在背后支持的,就是亲人…

heart confusing...

yesterday, after chatting with an old friend. i feel my heart is not peace. i am thinking...

actually what am i wanting?
actually did i really did it?
actually what is my feeling?

confused...
i am still the same. did i changed? did i grew?
there is something hidden in my heart... did i accept it? or escape from it?

Wondering...
How can I enjoy my life with this confusing feeling...

Wonder...

2009年1月23日星期五

Happy~

Yea~ the ALL NEW Chinese New Year for me..this year i am gona enjoy every seconds of it! compare to last year, it is really a better starting.. at least, the most important is Happy!

its much too better... i hope thing feeling is always with me~!yes! it should... every1 can control their own thinkin.. if u wana live happily, what should u do? think positively of cos..hehee~

bsides, i get back my feeling that i lost it long time ago... the CNY happy and excited emotion! last year, it was the most terible CNY in my life..i wish that not goin to happen 2nd time..heh..

"Last but not Least", hehee... Wish all of my LOVELY friends~ and my CUTEST family!

Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009年1月11日星期日

Genting Casino...

Hmmmmmppphhhhh

jz back from genting...
its quite tired from this trip..a gang of 7 ma lat lou...
An2lan, TKY, Chen VF, Lee LH, Ng KC, Webster and me...

why is it so tiring?
Friday, Cyber Cafe till midnight 12am. back home bathe, clean up, prepare clothes and so on. then sleep...bout 1am mayb..

saturday, 7.30am after clean up, waiting at bus stop. due to malaysian chinese traditional style, must late 1/2 hour..then at last they show up at 8am..then, bus, ktm, genting, CASINO!
LOSE some ammount of money there... Announcement: Webster won a lot..haha...

sunday, woke in the morn forgot what is the time, buffet breakfast, play guns, play bowling, bus, lrt, ktm, home and now blogging...

Gamble, never play too much...
For self-controlable person, please go...
for self-uncontrolable person, please stay in hotel and SLEEP...

shit! i hate feeling of loosing money..

thats all for today..tata~