Halfway

It's half way of your finals… I can't wait you to complete it cos I wana tell you I'm coming to Japan soon! My Taiwan trip too had been confirmed which is 30th and return by 3rd.. 

Anyway glad to know you had been doing well these days :) 

Hope the remaining days you will be doing better and better! Keep the high spirit and just do it! Good luck!

White valentines

It's the white valentine, I've hope so much to giv you a box of sweet chocolate... I've hope so much that at least you have a little bit feeling as mine... 

I've hope so much, for you to be happy..

Looks like I've always did the other way round... Pissing you off and telling me to shut up for so many times...I've did something that always upsetting you...

And next week it's your finals... I hope it doesn't disturb your studies... I wish you to graduate with flying marks.. With superb result, make dad and ur family proud.. And I'll be proud for you too... Although i doesn't stand a place for it.. But I do feel proud for your achievements..

It has been such a long time, not having ur early greetings... Without those, it's a bad start of a day... I'll bear with it... It's my problem after all... All the time I've told you, I'm missing you, it's true... I've been checking phone constantly for your notifications... When I missed it I feel so bad, I've missed a chance to talk... Everytime it's important to me... 

Today I'd purposely not texting you, not liking your post... I hope with that I won't distract your attention, or maybe I never so it's effortless.. It's good to know you are happy with chocolates from dad and sensei.. Glad to know that.. Sincerely, I wish u the best to be happen in ur life..

The great happiness, most blissful lady to be in the world.. And I wish that's you... Happy white Valentine's Day! To you the sweetest, kindest, beautiful, elegant, cute lady ever.. Akira Ysabella..

I'm so sorry, for all bad things, negative emotions that I've brought to you... I'm sorry...

Why?? Why???

I don't know... How and why is this happening... Is the ignore the phone made this happen? I just wanted u to have rest earlier so your body could get enough rest.. I just wanted u to be fit and health... I just wanted you to be fine...

:(((

I've tried to suppress my feeling that how hurt that you are ignoring, how much that I've missing you...

It's hard.. It's tough...

Because you meant so much to me... Akira..