For you to be

It's fine, I will be ok...

As long as you are happy with it.

At this moment I'm still missing you so much.. 

I wanted to be part of your life, I've wanted you too be part of my life.

Not a bit, partially or quarterly.. But most of it..

I had been hoping, wishing, praying and imagining it will be happen soon...

I've been holding on myself, not to disturb u much these two days... Probably too much of interacting caused u feeling disgusted about me... I don't know...

I've been open, holding no secrets from me myself, except that I've really strong love feeling towards you... I might keep that till you graduate, or forever... 

I've been acting incrediblely cheesy for such a time, guess that had been a clear hint of what I'm feeling... But I just don't know how, when the Cold War begin... I just don't know how should I cheers u back.. I just don't know how, to let you to be open towards me...

Maybe I'm not the person that you will be open freely.. But what I could do is just continueingly being existing in somewhere I could... Till one day, when u decided to have no connection with me, which is surprisingly easy with just few tap..

That's my disadvantage... However... Sigh...

Coincidentally, the radio is singing..

You're beautiful

You're beautiful

You're beautiful, it's true

There must be an angel with a smile on her face

When she thought up that I should be with you

But it's time to face the truth

I will never be with you