Chinese New Year eve

It's the festival of the year! Today most of the Chinese family would gather and prepare a huge dinner together... It's not your tradition but I hope it will be lol

Progress is moving quite good recently... Especially during the lovebirds day, Valentine's Day! It's so sweet when I switch on my phone just when I've arrive klia! Especially the pen it's written with "endless love" I hope it does mean it lol :)

May the sweetness of our relationship keeps and growing, I'm waiting, just for you to graduate... Else if I can't I'll split my words soon lol

Ganbarimas my lady!

For you to be

It's fine, I will be ok...

As long as you are happy with it.

At this moment I'm still missing you so much.. 

I wanted to be part of your life, I've wanted you too be part of my life.

Not a bit, partially or quarterly.. But most of it..

I had been hoping, wishing, praying and imagining it will be happen soon...

I've been holding on myself, not to disturb u much these two days... Probably too much of interacting caused u feeling disgusted about me... I don't know...

I've been open, holding no secrets from me myself, except that I've really strong love feeling towards you... I might keep that till you graduate, or forever... 

I've been acting incrediblely cheesy for such a time, guess that had been a clear hint of what I'm feeling... But I just don't know how, when the Cold War begin... I just don't know how should I cheers u back.. I just don't know how, to let you to be open towards me...

Maybe I'm not the person that you will be open freely.. But what I could do is just continueingly being existing in somewhere I could... Till one day, when u decided to have no connection with me, which is surprisingly easy with just few tap..

That's my disadvantage... However... Sigh...

Coincidentally, the radio is singing..

You're beautiful

You're beautiful

You're beautiful, it's true

There must be an angel with a smile on her face

When she thought up that I should be with you

But it's time to face the truth

I will never be with you

What's going on?

Im really worry bout you... What's actually going on?

Your routine has been changing drastically.. Even not going to school... What's really going on? I really do hope you would tell me...

I had told you, I would fly over for u.. But I had no idea on u...

Maybe it's a tough year for your 21st year living, but I hope everything will be fine soon. Real soon! For you and for me...

I really miss you much.. A. Ysabella...

Missing

Seems like it's not the workload busy...

Had been wondering, are you starting to dislike? I've did something wrong?

This feeling, so bad... Don't like it...

Been missing you for weeks...

It takes two to tango. Am I the only one?

To you my sweetheart, UAY